ABSOLUT
ZERO★


/ Friday, September 24, 2010 , 10:41 PM

I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking bad.

Glee's out. Promos started. went retail therapy today. bought slippersssss. NUM :D but their quality like... comparably not so zai liao! anyway, GP paper today. i couldn't spell situation. BUT I CAN SPELL IT NOW. lucky can use circumstances. shit sia, did some tough question. i thought it was doable. but then everyone like say damn tough... oh wells. hope i'm the only one in the cohort to do so moderation gimme high marks please ://

Saw this pair of siblings today, eating imaginary candy. when was the last time i did that? long looong, LOOOOOOOONG time ago. it was fun uh, it was. growing up has removed this aspect of fun from us. maybe it's the JC system. no maybe it's just education. sucks to be educated, but it's a double- edged sword. can't believe i used this in my essay, naise one la. geog is useful :D econs coming up. econs uh econs. please be nice and just come out a nice topic please.

Sien. addicted to some iphone game. argh. ikr :/ and it that feeling of falling off the edge. but you know it's gonna hurt. a lot. oh wells, i would jump off a cliff some day. literally. and parachute, dive, bungee jump. what else is there to live, when there's nothing but alcohol drives.

/ Tuesday, September 21, 2010 , 11:12 PM

Disgusted. Disgusted terribly.

If what you do is nothing but a pretense, then you're just nothing but a liar. If what you say is just to patronize us. Then don't say. If what you do is just to satisfy that need you require from them, then just be honest and put in effort.

Don't be an irritating liar who puts on this show for everyone to see. God, it's not a fashion parade. It's our integrity and morals. It's our integrity and morals.

If your conscious tells you to do all these, so as to better secure your needs. Then your upbringing has failed. If what you do at home and outside is not the same, then honesty is lacking in you. If you put yourself in deceit, in a performance, to garner nothing but popularity and a path that would make it easier for you in the future, then, you have failed as a person.

If all these were true, then congratulations. You have reached a state of nirvana, enlightenment and accomplishment. But then again, it all lies does to your lies and truth.

/ , 7:08 PM

Everyone's waiting for that cue.

hehehehe. quite happy with myself. got 16/25 for chem mcq. without reference or whatsoever. haler (: i'm gonna own you promos. be nice to me and i'll be nice to you too kay! just let me pass and not have any R paperssssss.

The Fray rocks (: i'm like stuck to their songs suddenly! She's on my mind. oh she's on my minddddd! hahahahas the fray's on my mind :D anyways, had a really really really really weird dream. but oh wells. quite funny to a certain extent!

and yay, my cousin's gonna be cooking me nice food from now till 8 sideways! now i have this urge to come home every night for dinner, unlike the past months/ years. it's that nice fuzzy feeling you get when you think of going home (: got in touch with my inner Mr. Shaggy, like how Mrs. Liew/ idk the author, called it.

Just gonna do my best,
own your ass.
promo's nothing
but just another test.
so put in effort,
and study hard.
then A's and me,
will never be apart.

:D

/ Sunday, September 19, 2010 , 8:45 PM

Dayum.

everyone's studying. but i'm in a play mood. argh. shit man. some guy is wearing some funny clothings ons TV. he sing song until veins come out. wow.

went to run today. finally. bleh. hate this feeling. it's when you know it's out of spite. but you still do so. wasn't it the same for you? no i shan't be like you. just. just. keep collected. i suppose. can't really be bothered with you.

/ , 12:45 PM

And it feels like tonight.

oh mannnnn. tireddd. okay. to do list after promos!

1- go out with chng wei minnnnn.

2. go out with hetty and constance.

3. catch movieS. okay maybe i can go out with the above to catch a movie+ catch up.

4. go for a chalet. someone organise one! :DDD maybe odac chalet? okay then again maybe not! later everyone ban me againnnnn D:

5. i wanna go sentosa. beach outing soon!

6. kayaking kayaking kayakinggggggg :D

7. run EVERYDAYYYY. aiya talk is cheap. whatever. but i will! Gold for NAPFAAAAA. if i can't
get A's for promos, i get them in napfa!

8. go shopping with retard fiona :D we'll shop for half of lee minho's wardrobe!

9. well, study i suppose. yeap ikr. but yeap. damn :/

10. Go out with hosue commers. yeap. DAVID HO AND SU FANG GO ORGANIZEEEE

11. BADMINTON! with neo virgil and eunice :D

11 things. okay that's quite a lot. okay guys, this is in no sequence. cause i want to do them all :D and oh anyways, to do list for NOW

do gp and chem. GG ://

Cause the day i thought i'd never get through, i got over you.

/ Saturday, September 18, 2010 , 9:51 PM

So how do you feel, when you see all those things?

dayum. hungry like anything. watching personal taste. i swear lee minho has a nice wardrobe >:O dayummmm. he has nice hair too. walao, both of us have straight hair. why his like so so so much nicer. i'm talking about his hair. NOT HIS FACE. okay la, we look alike too actually :D

Got my bio tb today. freakin' thick. reminded me of my old bio tb. miss secondary school days. haix. watching them eat bio korean bbq. SHIT. yes ruth, i know its funny! 8 factorial. attack. okay i admit. its funny. fine :/

and stupid fiona. stupid stupid stupid >:O angry arh!

don'e all you can do... nope. it's just that i can't be bothered. i wished i could take it back, but then again. not really.

/ , 12:27 AM

I'm not perfect, but i keep trying.

Dayum. pissed. pissed that i'm not stressed. stressed. stressed that i'm pissed at not being stressed. vicious cycle anybody? scrrrewwww itttttt.

where were you, where were you. just a little late.

more...?